Because it was perfect untill BOOM !!

Because every time you have a nice say, someone thinks that it will be great to FUCK IT UP !!!!

So even though you do not read this, know that I HATE YOU !!!!!










NO 'xoxo' today.


Olive.

Good day...

...because 'good morning' is not for us. Me and my boyfriend, that is. But 'Good morning' to all of you.
We didn't sleep at all. He found a tutorial on how to paint nails with nail polish with the help of water. So that's what we did. Painted and repainted nails. Even he has a thumb nail painted. :)

Enjoy your coffee. I'm still waiting mine. Victor is supposed to make it :D ...and yes. That's his real name. Because he said i can share anything i want about him and us on my blog :D. He's ossum possum.



xoxo.Olive

Live has a funny way...

I was smoking a cigarette when i finally realized that I'm lucky.
I'm lucky to have met the right guy and lucky for all the good things that happened to me since I met him. I do not want to tell you his name, so I shall call him Green. Because i like green stuff and I like him a lot.
Now...after a few sentences, I'm thinking about him, and so many things run through my mind I don't know which one to write. I don't know if he'll be mad at me for sharing stuff about us on the internet. I should ask him. :)
Returning to the 'I'm lucky part'. I told you about the painting. He did a great job on that. Still shocked when I think about that moment. I think I already said this but no one ever did a painting of me before. Yes, I received lots of gifts but never something like this. Something that one created, painted, modified it, etc.
I will thank him forever for that.

I will write more on this when I have things that can be shared on the internet. ;)




xoxo.Olive

Real Life of UP

Who like the animation Up will definitely like THIS.

You won't regret it !

Go to blackacrebrewing.com and select "I am under 21"


You can thank me later.




xoxo.Olive

Don't quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,

When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,

And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won if he’d stuck it out.
Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup,

And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,

And you never can tell how close you are -
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit -
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.


-Author Unknown

xoxo.Olive

The waiting is done

SO, after i said I'm done the right guy came along. The Universe was with me on this thing.
He's great and funny and he did a few things that no one ever did for me.
He did a painting of me, and hang it on his wall....he did it in a day...a few hours actually...
And I always have a poker/shocked face when I think about it....

And he is always saying : 'Everything will be OK, Olive' and I cuddle at his chest and close my eyes thinking about how good it will be.



It's not the end....





xoxo. Olive

Inception

If you liked the movie and didn't quite understood it, you will after you click the link below and read the explained story.



INCEPTION

Guys and their stupid way of saying : i like you

How can a guy say 'no' to a girl after she asked him to go out ?
Why can he just take the chance ?
Why do guys say that a girl plays hard to get, when he's the one that it's playing this stupid game ?
Why do a guy can't accept the fact that a girl likes him enough to ask him the same question for hours ?
Why can't they accept these things ?

This is stupid. I might as well take a rope and hang them one by one. It will not be raining man in the city, it will be like an apocalypse with hanged man all over.
That way every guy will know when to say 'Yes' to a girl or he'll suffer the consequences. The consequences may vary a lot.
After a girl receives the 'NO' from a guy she will do one of the following:
1. Kill him multiple times in her mind using every method she knows or invent new ones
2. Ignore him every time he speaks to her (by any method known to the people: facebook, yahoo, IM, etc.)
3. Talk to him but in a real bitchy way and say 'NO' every time he will ask her to go out

If i forgot something let me know. But those are things that i will do.

Probably i will start being a bitch again. That worked ...hmmmm....pretty good for a while. :D



PS: if you are one of the guys that says 'No' when a girls asks you out my message to you is: you either try and change the answer while you can or you erase yourself from this planet. Just sayin'.




xoxo.Olive

Journal entry nr 293

So far this day sucks. I want to get my stuff and go. Go anywhere. Walk and not know where I'm going until i reach that place.
I again realized that i don't have many friends. Last week my phone was stolen and with him i lost almost 300 phone numbers. Even though I have the same number, the current contact list shows 16/200 entries.
My ex wants to get back together, and start as if we are in a new relationship and forget the bad things that happened then. Except him. He said he will remember what he did wrong 6 months ago and not do them again. He said he still loves me. I talked with a good friend and he said that it's not worth it. And i don't need to get back in an old relationship, i need something new. Something that goes along with me, my needs and my crazy but awesome life. I know he's right. I ....I know he is a good guy after all, but i cannot trust him anymore. I cannot lie that i love him just to make him happy. I don't want to be in a relation out of pity.
I'm good on my own.
I am good not being in a relationship.
I am not looking for a relationship right now, I am not looking for a guy to be how i want him to be.
I am just waiting. Waiting for the right guy to come along and blow my mind with everything he says and does. Waiting for the guy that will do things for me because he wants to not because I tell him what to do. I don't want a puppet I want the real thing.
I guess i have to wait a long time for this guy...
I'm done chasing .....i think I'm done....

I'm done.....

I lost the power to chase but earned the power to wait.



xoxo. Olive